December 2013

must i say.... i am truly excited this month.. hahaha.. got a lil surprise for my husband and yeah..

i know that he dont really read my blog..

i gave his present already so he thinks that no more party...its me..elsa..haha..of course u will have a cake..

cant wait for 14 dec to pick up the cake from Wondermilk.. hehe...

anyway.. what i wish for this month is to be generous to me.. haha..

year end sale. bonus. hahaha.. isnt it wonderful...

the best part is my own macbook pro lappy..

oh ya.. i do have imac at home.. i have ipad.. but i sold my ipad coz its just like iphone..

thats why i need a macbook pro..with retina display.. hahaha..

by that time i will frequently update my blog and my online bizzy.. hehehe..

yeah..december..pls be nice..since u are the last of 2013...

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It's been a while since I laugh out loud..

assalamualaikum..

as stated. i left this blog almost one year. nampak tak bz kat situ.

my quality of life 10% only..

takde quality langsung ok!

yupp..

when u have baby..

bukan nak mengadu but its true..

terlalu syg baby..i never want to leave her and pegi tgk wayang..

haha.. seriously.. since i met my baby..

no movies for me anymore..

yupp i am ready for that coz i know bila dah besar i can bring her too..

i am happy with her by my side..

baru td tgk Nina Ismail Sabri punya pic wit Jovian..

awww~ so sweet gelak berdua...

teringat masa bercinta cintun..

duhhhh~ watever~

oh well, most of the time i am tired o f everything..

yupp... i mean EVERYTHING...

a smile? yes. i smile.

but not laugh out loud.

i dunno when is the last time i laugh till i got that asthma attack..

haha...laugh like i mean it..

p/s: if you can make a woman laugh, you can make her do anything...yeah..

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Life is full of pretendings

Assalamualaikum..

its been a while since i updated my blog. quite bz. sorry. i mean so bz.

what i mean i really mean it !!

life is full of pretendings. yes. its true. if u dont pretend that u r ok. u r not ok! seriously..

well, for my life, everyone pretend to like me. i guess. i can u feel that. can u feel someone pretend to like u?

of course kannnn~ oh well, watever..

i really cant live like this. but wat to do. no one in this world sincere to like u. there will be a tiny little

molecule that he or she dont like abt u but they will pretend to like u like nothing happen. merepek aite!

unfortunately, its true. people. humans. we are not prefect. we pretend to be perfect. pretend to be the best. or whatever. we are pretending peeps. unless u are an angel. i am sure u are 100% perfect.

how to stop pretending? STOP acting like u r ok. STOP smiling as if nothing bad is happening. just cry out loud. just laugh out loud. coz thats the only things that can make u truly smile or cry.

i wish i can join Running Man.. they are true in every episode..haha

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New toys : Instax Mini 8

At last !! Dpt jugak polaroid camera.. Haha.. Thanks to my hubby.. And all this is for my baby.. Utk amik gambar dia and just put inside the album!! Yupp!! Excitedkan i!!

Anyway, gambar dia kecik jee. I tot besar like the one dalam tv tu. Sebesar kredit kad je gambar dia. Huhu.. The price is RM288 and tak skali ngn film dia. Price for the film 10 keping RM28. Dia bg package price RM99 for 3 box of 10 films and plus ngn album dia.. So cute.......

Xsbr sgt nak tggu baby kuar and leh snap snap snap.. :D Mummy will wait for u, darling.. Love u!!

Counting days.

Salam everyone..

I just can't wait to meet my little one in me. Hohoho... Everyone told me that it's gonna be one of the most painful moments in life. I think cancer patients teruk lagi kot kan? My due date is 14 Feb 2013. I know it's valentines... But I hope for one week earlier because of the year of the DRAGON... Hahaha.. So chinese of me!! Well, we haven't prepared anything yet.. Many said that just wait for the baby to come out kan... So yup.. We just wait.. Oh well, even her name we haven't decide any.. Lalalala.... All I prepared 100% now is my mental and physical to 'push' !!

Excited? Yesssssss... Totally... Scared? 99% !! But mostly I am confused !!! Because I don't know which one is the real contraction pain... HOHOHO... It's just feel like tunggu durian jatuh kat kepala.. You know it's hurts yet there is no turning back.. You need to give it all, gal ~ !! Now I know how my mom feels during her pregnancy. Huhu.. Semoga Tuhan kurniakan anak yg soleh dan solehah.. Amin.....

Oh ya.. Btw.. I chose Hospital Pusrawi instead of my workplace because I don't think so I like it that much. Furthermore, I need my hubby to be there supporting me. At least, he knows what I've been thru that day. Wish me and baby gonna get thru with this process. Amin.....

Blog for membebel..or whatever..

Greetings and assalamualaikum...

Hmm... Td byk lak idea nak tulis.. Bila nak type, tiba2 blank.. Haha.. Oh.. Whatever! Ni nak bgtaw ni.. Mmg ada jugak issue2 org yg baca blog ni and comments directly to me.. Kalau mrh2, jgn dok membebel kat blog.. Ok..

It's my hand yg type semua ni.. Up to me and its ny blog.. And I didn't mentioned names pon.. Last blog is abt my boss.. Sapa suka dpt boss mcm tu kan? Well, sometimes, if I am mean.. I tak tulis kat sini.. I tulis to Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi terus.. Coz penjawat awam dilayan spt sampah and all of u put there igt keja gomen keja senang.. Huhu.. My patients everyday 2500 patients.. Tenaga kerja only not 20 to 30 org, my dear.. Do u think its fair??

Yupp.. Love to write here coz it's just like my diary.. Bukan nak menunjuk2 or whatever.. Just to share my thoughts and perception with the world.. Yupp.. I know that xramai yg baca blog nie.. Who cares!! I just nak write!! Salah ke? Haha.. Again, marah kat blog.. Pasni ada la kontroversi..

Sharing perception xsalah.. I am not good in making tutorials.. I am not really good in islamic studies.. I am totally not good in cooking or baking or fashion or business.. I am good in writing nonsense I guess.. Well, whatever it is, don't judge me or anyone out there who try to confess their feelings openly.. They have their rights and u should let them judge whats rights and wrongs..

My advice...just do whatever u want to do and dont involve in other life.. If u do, I think u just made ur life complicated with other problems.. Roger and out! Peace yo!

Confuse.

Hello and assalamualaikum people !!

Confuse. Hmmmm.. First of all, bukan sekali dah kena mcm ni oleh bos.. Let say bos laki and bos ppuan.. Bos laki tu tinggi skit la dpd bos ppuan.. Well, at first, bos laki nyer mulut....amboi3x... Huhu.. Mmg la sy mengandung.. So all penyakit dtg la kan.. Dia pnh tegur 'byk penyakit ko' !! Woah!! At that time, I'm speechless.. Masa tu br baik dpd asthma.. Mmg dr kecik kot ada asthma.. Sbr sbr..

Then, kena lg shift keja malam masa kandungan berumur 3bulan.. Confirm2 la muntah2 kan.. Kalau keja 2 org xpe gak. Ni keja sorg2 handle PPUM. Bila mc, org lain ganti tp the next week kena buat jugak.. Sakit taw.. Tp tahan..... Sbr......

Bila dah 8 months (to be approximately 34weeks).. Di suruh lg keja malam.. 3 malam.. 1st malam sorg2.. My head da mcm apa dah berjaga.. 2nd and 3rd ada junior follow.. Fine.. Sy mengalah dan keja jugak.. Since new rule xleh tuka wpun suka sama suka tuka.. Dorg mmg igt farmasi tu bapak dorg punya.. Sukati set up new rule.. Again.. Sbr... Btw, mtk off dpd keja weekend tu pun xbg.. Ape sbnrnya hak saya sbg penjawat awam?

Last week Friday, I mtk off 10 days before my due date (14 Feb 2013).. So it is.. Today dpt berita I xdpt that cuti coz xde staf.. What the hell?! Come on.. Da sarat kot skg nie.. Mmg da penat sgt nak pegi n blk keja.. Mmg frust dgn layanan yg diberi.. Bukan layanan lg.. Ni da mcm kuli batak.. Mmg xleh sbr dah..

Once and for all.. I mmg rasa nak berhenti keja but so confuse.. Mom said just leave... Grandma said sbr sbb keja gomen elok.. I said? I dunno.. Dnt have any plan yet.. Still confuse thinking what I really wanna do in my life.. Kalau blaja blk, need money and need to pay my debts.. Kalau keja, mmg makan hati je la keja situ.. Kalau keja tmpt lain, my salary xsebyk kat sini dah.. Ya Allah, berilah hambamu ini satu petunjuk utk terus berjaya dalam hidup ini..

I think thats all for today. To all the bosses out there, dont treat ur staff like animals. If u think u will always be boss, yes u will. Just remember one things, what goes around comes around. If its not u, it will be on ur kids or ur grandchildrens be treated like animals too. Huhu.. Sesungguhnya Tuhan Maha Adil..

Human & Gadget

Assalamualaikum semua..

Senang taw skg.. Because ada apps blogger kat iphone, easy for me to update my blog. That's gadget! Haha.. Ok. Let me tell u sumthing about gadget. My my my.. Sapa yg minat gadgets sgt2 sggp beli eventho mahal. Sometimes ada yg just buy tp tak nilai dulu yang mana ok yang mana tak. Talking abt gadgetssss...ada byk!! Smartfon is one of it. Camera boleh jd. Camera + wifi !! Wow.. Yg tu latest.. Mp3, ipod, ipad, etc........

Malas nak ckp byk ttg others. Ckp ttg what I love ok? I am sure ramai jugak yg suka apa yg I suka. Apple products! Suka kannn?? My first ever fon is Nokia 3310. Haha.. Berat kan! Bila da keja, I starts using iPhone 3gs.. Kite kena keja utk dptkan sumthing.. My mom not so gadget lovers..one day, iPhone 3gs jatuh and rosak.. So I switch to Blackberry.. BB used to be famous becoz ada BBM.. Almost all family guna BB.. Lama2 bosan jugakkan.. So I wanted to buy iPhone 4.. But my mom told me 4 is not a good number. Biasalah darah cina mmg mavam tu!

On 14th Dec 2012, officially iPhone 5 kuar. I tell u dear.. Balik keja je terus pegi Sunway.. Haha.. Nasib takde line pjg.. N the fon msh byk stock.. A week before that I purchased iPad Mini when its 1st kuar kat Malaysia.. December kan rezeki lbh skit.. So mostly I spend it for gadgets.. BB jual and ipad yg sedia ada bg Mummy.. Well, da tua baru discover gadgets.. Haha.. Sorry ma.. Tu pun for her gamessss shj ok!

Anyway, now I got ipad mini, iphone 5 and my hubby's imac. Yg plg best semua leh store my stuff back using my iCloud account. I have experienced using BB and iPhone, for me iPhone better but its a bit fragile. Well, dua2 ada pro and cons. iPhone jugak ada kelebihan dia.. Similar to Samsung tp Samsung nyer touch screen tak smooth sgt mcm iPhone.. Sory Samsung users... Peace yo!

Like everyone else, I used iPhone mostly for email, facebook, twitter, instagram and yg plg latest blog. Senang la nak update my blog anywhere and anytime. Semua di hujung jari. Byk sgt da merepek ni. Haha.. Up to u all la nak pakai fon ape, janji leh call or sms je.. But jgn beli buta2 je smartfon ni.. Make sure tau pasal processor dia, speed, battery, and all..... Ok? Till we meet again next post... :)

Oh ya... Pindah rumah time boyot !

Oh well.. Tgh boyot2 ni pun I have to pindah another house.. Coz previous house owner da nak jual rumah dia.. Then we have to moved!

New house kecik skit but rent sama je dgn yg lama coz rumah fully aircond. As usual, love rumah kecik2 je. Senang nak kemas. Hehe.. So Jan 2013, we are now at our new house! Rented for 2 years, Insyallah masuk rumah baru. I think by end of 2014 kot.

Pindah rumah baru ni, my mom and sisters and father in law dtg tlg kemas2. Then lorry yg dtg lak 1 tan je! 3 trip u all !! Dahsyat tak? The mover sponsored by the owner sbb dia langgar contract. Yg tukang angkat tu pun teruk jugak. Main baling je. They broke a lot of stuff once we unpacked the box. Teribble!!

Learn from my lesson people! Dont ever let they choose the mover for u. Menyesal abis tp xpe. All my stuff are moved n nicely arranged! Yeay! Alhamdulillah once again... :)

Bye bye 2012.... Welcome 2013.....

Seriously, it's been a long time tak update blog nie...biasalah...been bz with my life...

First of all, Alhamdulillah... sebab tahun 2012 adalah tahun yang berharga buat saya...

11 May 2012 - My Big Day

After that, knowing something BIG.... Mmg tak expect langsung... I'm pregnant...
Actually right now I'm 8 month preggy.. Tak nak la post awal2... Seriously takot tak manjadi...
Tp alhamdulillah... everything went well now... dan harap2 sampai baby ni lahir... and oh ya.... it's a GIRL !!

Next BIG commitment is buying a house. Alhamdulillah jugak ni semua rezeki baby...Dapat jugak rumah from my last post. Loan approved.. Sign S&P done. Sign with ADO done (Pindah hakmilik tanah). Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah...

Dah masuk 2013, waiting for my little one lak... Insyallah 14 Februari 2013... Or earlier or later.. Haha..


Being preggy... ONE of the best experience.. Mostly u will realized the changes if your body.. Oh girl... I tell u... TOTALLY CHANGE... Huhuhu... Tapi the most amazing things is knowing that the baby is there because she always moves and kicks u.. That is the best part.. Second best part is u get to eat whatever u want, darl... I'm 8 months and I gain 20kg!! The baby weighs is only 2.2kg. The rest is ALL mine!! Haaaa...makan lg! Susah la nak turun pas nie.. Nama baby? Belum ada dear... Hehe.. I have no idea yet.. Bila tgk dia baru ada idea kot.. Doakan kelahiran baby saya ok guys?

Introduce my little one.. Suka sgt sorok muka dia..