Blame on you. Yes you.

hello and assalamualaikum...

i am truly tired with my life right now. work work work work.. i dont even have time for myself.

who to blame? 

huhu...sometime...as a working mother... my head always have a list! when i want to sleep i already have listed what i want to do for tomorrow.. that is why my life is not like i used to be when i am single..

who to blame?

oh well..of course..if u are single, u have a plenty of time for yourself. i dont blame all the mothers out there.. coz now i know how they feel if they suddenly become something like cookie monster when they have husband and kids..even i have only one daughter, i look like a piece of shit. 

who to blame?

jealousy of other girls? yes! completely! but i am sure know that when my daughter is big enough, i can spend all the girly things with her. i need all that urgently! i need my hair to be fix. i need facial spa. i need a spa! thats for sure~ but i even cant buy my facial wash. because i dont have that particular time for me!

who to blame?

you know in life, we cant just blame on someone. blame on me. myself. who asked for all this? when u are single, you want to get marry. when you are married, you want to have kids. now, u are complaining this and that. so blame on you! serve u right! padan muka! peace~

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Happened and happening

Hello assalamualaikum...

What happen now is I can't really sleep yet. So I just blog what I heard at night like this.

I lived in an apartment. So basically I can hear when neighbour fighting, baby crying etc.

Tonight, when I wanted to watch the Grammy's but my husband wants to watch Fifa's award,

so I just switched on my lappy and blog. Yup.. He even snap the tv and put it on facebook. Haha..

I dont even snap the Grammy's.

OK. So...here it is..

What happen is we heard the baby crying and the mother shouting. My hubby said he always heard that happen. Usually it happen every night. Pity baby~ And when the husband is at home, they will fighting and shouting at each other.

Let me tell u sumthing..

I am a mother. I am a wife. And I do help my hubby works and get some money for this family too..

Even if I am not working, yet still I know how the mother feels. What if the mother is a working mother? Just like me. Well, in this new era..u cant simply hired a maid and trust her 100% take care of ur family. HELL NO baby~ I prefer maid that just do my homework. Apparently I dont. I do all by myself. Oh ya..Of course my lovely hubby helps much too..

I know the pressure of being a working mother and wife.

You have to..

clean the house

wash the clothes

dry it

fold it

iron it

mop the house

wash the dishes

cook

clean the kitchen

clean the room

This is ONLY the housework... Not to mention your work in the workplace.. Have I left anything above? OH well..whatever... Oh ya.. If u have a baby..U can add on..bla bla bla... tak ke byk keja tu weh???

THE IMPORTANT STUFF U NEED TO DO HERE IS........

PLS ASK HELPS TO YOUR SPOUSE AND HELP EACH OTHER TOO!!

Sometime men dont understand if we dont SAY IT... They will say..OK she cant do everything..

She is my superwoman.. Or yeah.. I am married to a superwoman.. SIT AND DISCUSS.. If he refuse, pls ask for a MAID~~ Yeah...Thats help~ If NO too....Dont do anything in the house ~!! Hahahahahaha...

SO yeah.. Men should help your love one. Sure u love her right?

To all the women out there, if u are STRESS.. PLS DONT~!! Just TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND RELAX.. STRESS will cause a lot more worst to your life and ur family..

If u stress, u will yell and shout at the baby. If the baby cry, it will make u more stress u fool~

If ur husband is back and he saw the baby with bruises, he will slap u in the face or hit u hard. More worst he will report u to the police.

See...its all back on u now..ALL UP TO U SIS...ur choice..ur life..

what had happened, just let it happen..focus on what is happening now..fix it~ dont run from it..and most importantly DONT STRESS YOURSELF OUT~~

XOXO

goodnight~

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Admitted & Macbook Pro With Retina Display

Salam...

Hard to type with one hand coz u know I'm admitted here in Sime Darby Medical Center..
sakit hati jugak dgn doktor ni.. i am like a mouse in the lab... mcm2 test.. i hate u doctor!
tgklah nnt what I'm gonna comment abt u...my god!! seriously made me down.. ish...

anyway...screw u doc!

masa sakit ni la ada sumthing yang buat i am happy.. my new macbook pro with retina display 13inch.. thanks hubby sbb tolong belikan and make me happy..now bleh la slalu update my blog...

im all abt gadget aint i.. hahaha..ok.. see ya later!

more excitement to come in my life.. wait ya! ~~~

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